Narcs are assasains of your spirit, your life, your future.

This blog has been something I have been wanting to do for a very long time now.  It's been swirling around in my heart for as long as I've been subjected to a bad relationship now.  Why now?  Why did I finally start writing?  It's because as I have endured and survived and even overcome the horrible atrocities that he had put me through, I know that at least I have my life, my sanity, my family and I have a future.  I shudder to think of all those out there.  Beaten down to the point of submitting to these (crazies) and their selfish and insidious hate upon unwilling and unsuspecting victims.  For my part, since my Narc as I like to refer to him as is a man (or not in the send of the word, just the gender), my blog refers mostly to the male narc.  However I'm not ignoring those who are dealing with wounds inflicted from the female narc.  There are plenty of them out there too perpetrating abuse and crazy making and ruining lives of spouses and children.

This blog is my cathartic release, my reward, my broken heart given a voice, the anger deep inside from not being heard for so long throughout this torturous marriage that was a sham!  I have every right to get out of me all the poison he forcibly fed me for years.  I may never be able to fully express the level of hurt that I endured but I do know that I will never put myself in that situation again.  This blog is for all of us who are in the gentle period of recovery to take back what was lost because of surviving the train wreck of a narcissist or psychopath or sociopath etc.  We are gonna take back our lives.  Who we were before we let the Narc in our home and heart.

This is welcome to all who need help, support, information, a friend, a confidant.  I want to know that I am not alone is experiencing this.  I want to hear your stories of recovery, your hurt, what worked for you.  I think the narc expects to win thinking to always silence us because no one wants to think that they picked a narc to love (As if we did it on purpose, didn't you know they are the world's best liars, cause they have zero conscience?)

S.