I found this piece while perusing Facebook late one evening. I often do that when I find it hard to sleep and I just need to unwind or find a mind numbing outlet until I begin to feel sleepy again. This little poem embodies what drives one batty about recovering from a very toxic relationship involvement. It seems that day by day you learn new little bits of his life that stab you straight in the heart. Its such a mind and heart twist to be involved with someone so involved in their own best interest. There is never any way to be with someone like that. No matter how good you look, how successful, how kind and magnanimous, how loving and supportive you ever are you will never live up to the impossible standard of a Narc. It is simply impossible. So as hard as it is sometimes, inch by inch my battle to win back my independence is slowly being won. You can too. Just never give up. Never be that girl again that let someone take away the best parts of who you are.
Samantha
This video from Fifth Harmony embodies one of my favorite things in the world. Fairs! I just love them. I cant wait to go to another one this year. I'm gonna ride every ride and laugh out loud and be a kid again for a little while. So excited! S
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